We were leaving Logan's grave after picking Ava up from school today. I had tears in my eyes and Ava asked why I was sad. I told her Logan was in Heaven and I missed him and that I wanted him here with me. Ava: "It's okay mama don't cry. You love him right?" Me: "yes" her: "then don't cry. You love God and I love God and God loves Logan in Heaven. And I need you home with me so God loves you, but you can't go visit Logan yet." So now as I sit in my van crying she says "Mommy why are you crying now?"