Today we participated in the Sweet Pea Project and released a balloon for Logan and Ava release one for our miscarriage in February 2008 at Barnett Park. It was hard knowing that everyone around me had lost a child or children as well. It took a lot not to cry. It was very sweet. I think I will do it every year. On an upbeat to make the occasion less sad their was a classic car show going on with music and lots of people. Ava got to see the Weenie Mobile today and got her 1st Weenie whistle. I got a picture of it, but I am to lazy to upload the picture from my camera. I have to be at work in 7 hours I should really go to bed. Back on track now....we released the balloons at 6pm 10/15/2010. Ava screamed for a hot dog after leaving the weenie mobile. We had to stop in a gas station to get her one LOL. We picked up pizza. When we got home we burned 2 candles for an hour. Apparently we were suppose to start burning them at 7pm..well we never do anything on time around here so ours burned from 7:30-8:30. :-) We burned 1 for Logan and 1 for a pregnancy loss which Jack decided tonight he was going to call Amber :-/ I think that is a little weird. :-) I sat at home and gorged myself with more food than 1 person should eat in a day much less 1 sitting. It's okay we are starting some new diet thing as soon as it comes in the mail...we will see how that will go. I don't believe I have mentioned it because I know I am always talking about sick kids, but Andrew and Jacob are having their monthly sicky right now...it started I'd say about 4 days ago. I am hoping it is peaking and will be getting better next week. Jacob has been tube feed for 3 days now. He will not even suck. Andrew is not eating very much. Jacob is also doing his vomiting like he did before that landed him in the hospital. I think I have a little better control over it now. I stopped feeding him over night because 2 of the 4 night I have woke up to find him covered in vomit!!! Andrew has even been throwing up a little. Please pray for them and our family. I just hope each illness gets less severe and shorter. I would love just to go 2 months without an illness here. IS THAT REALLY TO MUCH TO ASK. Well, this is all for now. Thanks for reading and God Bless
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Logan's balloon |
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Sending the ballons up |
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The candles in the front window of our house. One for Logan and one for "Amber"(per Jack) 2/08 pregnancy loss |
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